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It never gets worser to be any more upset..

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 05:33:33 GMT

yesterdat.. i was kinda rude to my husband..

and he was pissed all the way till the night..

until when he was gonna sleep i started again with my talking.. coz i think we reallie need to talk.. but he refuses.. he said when he dun talk means he dun wanna quarrel.. and was very very pissed... i know at times i'm rude and attitude.. but when i try to talk nicely i also get this kind of thing.. so i said.. u got problems u dun talk it out with ur wife.. u will only have a heart to heart talk with other people. so he said i cannot compare everything like how he treat other people to me.. he is just like that... cannot help it... i want i just TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT

I WAS SO PISSED... went downsatirs. hmms.. and he never even wanna look for me. and said why i lock him in my house...... Hai.. my mum ask whether i reallie wanted a divorce.. i dun want to.. but it's reallie killing me..

Monday, October 19, 2009

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 03:12:35 GMT

I sense... that something is not right.

it's worser than ever.

n i have that type of feeling again,, which is always accurate... that he is looking at girl profiles and msging some alr.

I dun feel good. but i cannot find any solution at all.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:11:55 GMT

I need a shoulder to lean on...

Somehow,, i feel our relationship has come to nowhere...

I don't feel any care nor concern from him anymore...

if i'm back at my mum's place for how long... we would not even talk for how long...

when me and zayd are back home... he simply just does his stuff,, not helping out,, and going out with his sis at night...

shouldn't it be like a person would wanna stay home tgt with his 'family' to create bonds

he doesnt think this way...

he just thinks that i'm always unhappy when he goes out with his sis,, with what he does... and only nags at him...

our 1 year anniversary is coming,, but i just feel that it's a joke. becoz he dun even look forward to it.

i feel worser than ever..

If i can choose. i rather we get seperated.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 04:45:39 GMT

Hmm,, quite a couple of pics wanna upload,, but ain't got any idea where is my usb cable...

hmmmm......

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 17:07:19 GMT

Never blog for ions.. then at one go blogged a few posts.. heee.. tiring man.. hmmm.. had super duper many unhappy moments working in T2 arrivals cant stand it man.... damn.. supposedly working morning shift today.. then it got burnt away.. fucked up shift.. nevertheless,, it's lantern festival or mid autumn festival today!!!! darling damn good die ask me whether i wanna stay in simei tonight coz he wanted to go to changi for his fren's birthday chalet.....

Zayden with the disco lantern his granny buy for him...

and this one his mummie bought...

kelynn and Zayden-)

................ do refer down for more posts...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 16:40:00 GMT

Darling came hone to rest for a while den off we went... with no clue at all where to go.. we came to the Singapore Flyer!!!

to celebrate my birthday....

went to Marina Square for dinner,, then supposedly thought of catching a movie...

instead.. we got stuck catching soft toys again...

and the first time i hate melody so much... so bloody difficult to catch can??!!! ARGH....

went home at 12.. sad-ding.. coz my birthday just ended like that.. haiz....

Happy 21st to me again....

20090920//::Sundae|*

thought of bringing Zayden for a swim... so asked sis and bro-in-law to tag along to ps....

as usual.. zayd swam vigorously when so many people looked at him.. the most irritating thing was when the lady at the swimming salon satarted questioning us as thou we cheated them due to their fault of mixing up ours and Trev's swimming card-,-"

drove over to Marina Square after that to catch soft toys again.. heh heh....

had dinner and home sweet home<3

Friday, September 18, 2009

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 03:26:00 GMT

It's the first day of off today,, but checked in to the chalet at 6+ after having dinner at Jumbo...

Guess what?? me and darling ONLY stayed over.. gosh. it was damn boring laa!!!...

Finally!!! 18th reached... went to simei to set my hair but the suckening shit is that it couldnt stay for more than half an hour at all>.<

Met dora,, joyce andsherlyn at simei MRT den took a cab down to NSRCC...

So DISAPPOINTED with those people with confirmed attendance yet didnt turn up on that day or tell me cant come.. how can i possibly cancel the number of people for buffet.. THANKS arx!!!

did this up the whole morning.. ahahs.. the lamest shit is myt MIL asked me what i mean by putting kuromi and melody at the bottom,, does it mean the evil one represent her?? wth?!!

initially this 3 freaks were freaking tired. but when they hear "come let's MJ" they totally recharged!!lol

Gab gave me 21 roses.. I love them.. but a pity cant keep for long=(

my favourite bongbong and i-bi

dandan and laoda<3

my new love<3

alicia and me

KZS

my lovely parents in their couple wear!

my rosy cake

but i dunnoe why must they insist putting my cake on the MJ table...

Joyce was totally in love with my deco.. heee

joycejoyce

jpyce,, light bulb and zhiwei

dora...

audrey,, lilian me and kelynn..

cry bsby cry!!

oh mummy.....

MY family

My soulmates

Darlin side's family...

My MIL kept saying...:" it's ok laa,, it's ur birthday.. u cut lor.. u cut lor... dun need care about me.. go ahead lor.."

so i did lor..LOL...

bought a cake for her to let her cut after that...

this is Maria.. my MIL

This is my FIL and my MIL(maybe darling will look like this when he old.. they look alike too!!)

feli and tingfang who came later..

& craig who came also... we were waiting for helen who went into the jackpot room for ten minutes and came out with 100$$$!!!

it came to an end...

went home.... poor darling had to go for work straight.. hahaha!!!

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 10:11:00 GMT

Darling came over to pick me up after work... thought why so good die ask me go campuss walkwalk................

in the end den i know Gundam was the reason!!!

darling's favourite sangoku series...

can u believe he got most of them already?? =.="

haa,, Danny was pretty amazed by all of these so he bought a big Gundam to try-out at home...

This is their so-called factory... cool man!!

bicycle to be won by lucky draw..

and this idiot who try to be funny.. wearing this outfit trying to act some Gundam character waiting for people to notice him but no one in fact wanna take picture with him or anything.. oh please!!!

went to Swensens for dinner then saw this long queue at the information counter... so be a kpo to queue up also while darling went upstairs to collect his Gundam.. and in the end.. the queue was for llucky dip.. winning vouchers and a mini Gundam Sangoku soldier..LOL

My MONDAYbrues

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:00:00 GMT

supposedly meetiing ming in the noon and sherry in the evening today but ming got delayed at jb so i din meet him at all.. haa,,, welll.. next year perhaps when u come bk for your break>.<

Met dear sheery at wisma,, thought she was there waiting already,, instead she was even later!! LOL... went to get slippers coz i lost all of mine=.=" den the most idiotic thing is they can give me one plastic bag for one slippers coz they have no big bag to give!!! so i was holding on to sooo many small bags like a shopaholic when i merely bought 3 pairs of slippers..LOL. went to sasa to get my white highlighter also dunhaf!! Argh....

Went TAKA to get bumbo for zayden again. haa.. got the same color as Trev's... it was $49.90 without the table... hmmmm. nvm laa.. buy the table next tym lor.. coz i think now still dun need the table... haa.... initially thinking of going TD2 when Debbie comes but she din wanna go.. so we got stuck at the 'hawker' beside youth park....

after her dinner den we went over to youth park.. but we din knew... this stay was actually 1hour plus long!! hahahahx we were cam-whoring and the group of people dancing in front of us...

got the smell of 7th month not?? hahahaa

sherry super cam-whore!!!

Debbie super stoning...

couldnt decide on any place to go=(

So we decided to go cine....... and got stuck with playing all this stupid machines.. hahaa

hahaaa... the night ends fastfast....

it's homesaltyhome tmr@_@

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 17:40:43 GMT

javen't update for quite some time. coz u kbnow why?? i'll never be able to use the desktop back at sk coz my hubby alwaes ba-zhan(not bah-zang!) the com... hmmmms,, work has been kind of tedious coz couldnt hit target for the month=(

have been lifeless and restless.....

pay in... i'm tempted to get the mesh ring by t&C which i couldnt get initially coz i was too fat den.. hahahha....

waste money lei>.<

it's off tmr.. another boring off wasted lidat..

maybe i'll go tapanyaki-ing tmr